HIGH DIVING PONIES BROKEN SUNBATHER WORDS BY JOSH THOMAS ---------------------------------- DETAILS i know you're trying to help but you're not so please stop cheap things cost, they cost a lot. leaving out important parts of history leaving out important details leaving out details is lying ---------------------------------- SHOCKWAVES it's not like this is a surprise lost ourselves in all of our own hype I can't wait to stand in line I can't watch this all the time we lost it all in a flood water takes back anything it wants ---------------------------------- DISAPPOINTED disappointed... i can feel the judgment i can see all the stares i don't know why i care i just don't want to leave you disappointed ---------------------------------- SELFISH PLEASURE FIEND if i deny my urges and pretend i can restrain, does it do you any favors if my mind's already made? if i freebase me some freedom then come down, will i stay free? everything, it wears off too soon for me to see. my body wants to be naked, my mind says "keep on clothes". i can't decide who's right, so i'll do nothing. am i a better person for pretending not to feel? pretending i don't notice million year old urges to create more of myself have no place in modern living when we're running out of space when i deny the present based on what happened before, does the idea of a future help me settle in on "no"? if i pretend i'm noble and pretend i'm mostly good, that i'm not a selfish pleasure fiend. ---------------------------------- TRICKSTER we're not dead until they stop telling stories about us i can promise you that the truth's less interesting the golden eyes of a trickster we're not dead until they stop telling stories about us ---------------------------------- ARCHETYPE playing up the archetype even the accent's right it's time you thought about your thoughts and how it's all affecting us. playing up the archetype even the accent's right ---------------------------------- THE WORLD HAS NO PLANS FOR YOU the world has no plan for you, and i don't know enough, to say what's not, what's going on. the world has no plan for you, i don't know enough, to figure out, what's going on. ---------------------------------- SEARCH ENGINE I'm not a search engine designed to grant wishes I'm not the books you'll never read I'd like you more if I saw you less are you just trying to make me feel useful or are you really that helpless I'm so tired of explaining things that don't need explaining I'm not the books you'll never read ---------------------------------- FREEZING FOG maybe we'll feel better when it's warmer breathing all this cold air's killing us it's killing us maybe we'll feel better when it's warmer breathing all this cold air's killing us walking through freezing fog it's killing us